I miss you!!
I saw my friend arguing with her boyfriend today and it made me realize how much I miss you, I cant stop thinking about you every little thing I do reminds me of you. I cant eat right, I stopped running, I feel so hopeless….i need you so much, everything seems unfinished between us, this happened so unexpected, I didnt see this coming and I dont know how to handel it..why??? Why did you have to go, why were you taken away from me?!?! I hate the world, I hate god for letting this happen!! It makes no since to me, all I want is for you to be here but you can’t for reason’s I will never understand.
I miss you touch, I miss you voice, I miss the way you would look at me for no reason, I miss your kiss, the way you say my name, the care and passion you show for me..i will never find a guy like you, I can’t even imagine having another guy touch me, you were my first love, my bestfriend and I will forever have you in my heart
There once was a dead man who walked amoung us filled with sarrow, not for him but sarrow for us. The dead man weeps and screams. ” I get to be free now from all worries, from all problems, even though my life has come to an end your the one’s that are suffering. I no longer have a heart, so I never have to worry about it breaking, I no longer have eyes so I can no longer witness evil, I no longer have ears so I can no longer hear pain nor can I feel it for I am no longer human. But yet you feel sad for me, you sit here and cry over my tomb, you cry because im gone when really I am the lucky one at peace and you have to continue living and that makes me sad. Life isn’t fair but death is, death means no fear, no worries, no heartbreaks, no doubts. Death is foreven happiness”!!!
Maybe life isnt as difficult as you think…
friend: theres times I think that the movies we watch are actually trying to tell us something like the movie 2012, did you ever think its a warning for us that something like that will happen?
Me: thats a good point, or what if there was a guy sitting at home one day and just thought of a great movie idea and just made it happen.
Me: seriously, people so strongly want to belive that there are hidden messages everywhere we look, they so strongly want to belive in something and tend to make something seem more difficult then it really is, I could come up with a movie idea right now and publish it and someone across the world think theres a hidden story behind it when really its just for entertainment, its not that complicated
Did you ever think that life isnt as complicated as it seems, we just make it that way, we want to belive theres more to life, that life has a meaning and we all have to figure out what it is…but what if there isnt more to life, there is no meaning, its just something we want to belive, but really life is so simple and theres no more to it.
But then I think that maybe its something we need to belive, we need that hope that theres is more to life because if we didn’t belive and didn’t have that hope then no one would try in life, everyone would just give up if they knew that theres nothing more to what we have.
You just blew my mind bro!!!
I feel like there is no real reason in this world, all that talk about there being a purpose in life is bullshit!. Reality is that we were put on this earth to live life on earth as much as we possibly can and thats it we die and its over, we go to school; we get a job and try to make a life but sooner or later we die and thats it, no more no less…we are either killed, kill ourselves, die from sickness or old age. We weren’t put on this planet to make a difference we were put here to survive. obstacles are constantly thrown at us to see how much we can handel,to see if we can break thats why you never hear of happy ever after in real life because it doesn’t exsist, the moment your at your happiest something always goes wrong and something always will..alot of people know this already but continue to search for happiness.
Im not saying that we should be all depressed and never be happy again but just to know what to expect out of life and not to be surprise when life comes crashing down and if im wrong then I would love to meet the happiest person in the world and learn his secret
If a flower can imprint on this world why can’t we??
Whats stopping you from making your mark!!? From making a difference?
I see the world better with my glasses on but I feel more connected to the world without them